Friday, January 28, 2011

“What is the quality of your intent?

Certain people have a way of saying things that shake us at the core. Even when the words do not seem harsh or offensive, the impact is shattering. What we could be experiencing is the intent behind the words. When we intend to do good, we do. When we intend to do harm, it happens. What each of us must come to realize is that our intent always comes through. We cannot sugarcoat the feelings in our heart of hearts. The emotion is the energy that motivates. We cannot ignore what we really want to create. We should be honest and do it the way we feel it. What we owe to ourselves and everyone around is to examine the reasons of our true intent.

My intent will be evident in the results."

Monday, January 24, 2011


Everyone's the same by Innerparty System
Bigger Stronger by Coldplay
Ace of Spades by Motorhead
Fascination Street by The Cure
Behind the Wheel by Depeche Mode
Climbing the Walls by Radiohead
High Voltage by Eagles of Death Metal
Least You Can Do by Phil Collins
Who are you when I'm not Looking by Blake Shelton

Thursday, January 13, 2011

good country song

Don't you wanna stay...

I really hate to let this moment go,
touching your skin and your hair falling slow,
when your goodbye kiss, feels like this,

Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way,
Don't you wanna stay?

Let's take it slow I don't want to move too fast,
I don't wanna just make love, I wanna make love last,
When your on this high, its a sad goodbye

Jason Aldean and Kelly Clarkson

plant a seed

Right love at the wrong time?

They say if you love someone, you should learn to let them go.
How ironic-
How can you let go of someone you're still so much in love with?
I guess understanding and selflessness is the key to such love.
An unconditional love.

And even if somewhere down the road that heart of yours doesn't see that you belong with me then I can only hope that my loving you opened the door to your new love.

In life, the decision of letting someone go doesn't end up right there. It seems only time can heal the battle in your heart. Sooner or later,our paths will cross again. But what if it
doesn't? Then one could only hope you've given and received enough love to carry you through this life.

Having faith? When you are hoping, it doesn't always necessarily
include faith. But when you are having faith, you are actually hoping at the
same time.

Even if you're gone. I'll still believe in us together.

I can only hope that what I've done is
plant a "seed of love" in the other person's heart.
I could then believe that love never really fails after all.

A little time is all we need.
The "seed of love" that we have left doesn't suddenly spring-up into a tree.
It's nurtured through time. And when the right time comes, it will return to
you in a manner you wouldn't have imagined.

the wrong time? Maybe we've only just begun. Maybe the best is yet to come.

"Letting go is not always easy."
In fact it can break you and cause you a lot of pain.
But letting go is not really the end of love; it is only the beginning of a greater love.
A love that time alone can understand.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011


Temptation is a little like puddles on the sidewalk. You can walk carefully to avoid them, or you can jump right in! Or sometimes, you're so busy paying attention to one puddle, you miss seeing another and you get wet even if you're trying not to.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time I was yours
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me your heart and I left it there to die

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call!
And I think about those summers, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

I miss your soft skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that August night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
I go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd back to december, turn around and make it alright

I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind...

i want you

I really want (to see) you!
I really want (to feel) you!
I really want (to breathe) you! ...To feel you in my soul.
I can't fight these demons... with you in control.

Monday, January 10, 2011


Letting go is just another way to say I'll always love you so. We have the
right love at the wrong time. Maybe that's God's way of letting us be selfless. To love beyond our control and without reciprocation. To love for the pure facet of love is selfless, unexplainable, undeniable and irrevocable. It can't be explained and can't be retracted, regardless of situation. Love freely and do so with all your heart. It's the best and worst feeling one can experience in this life. <3

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year!

a friend had this posted -said it hangs as a plaque above his doorway  ---i want to model 2011 around this:
‎"In This House...We believe in living deeply, Laughing often and loving always. We believe we were brought together to support and care for each other. We believe that everyone's feelings count, And the uniqueness of each of us Strengthens all of us. We believe in the power of forgiveness to heal and the power of love to carry us through. We believe in one another, In this family, In this House..."