i want you

I really want (to see) you!
I really want (to feel) you!
I really want (to breathe) you! ...To feel you in my soul.
I can't fight these demons... with you in control.

Love

Letting go is just another way to say I'll always love you so. We have the
right love at the wrong time. Maybe that's God's way of letting us be selfless. To love beyond our control and without reciprocation. To love for the pure facet of love is selfless, unexplainable, undeniable and irrevocable. It can't be explained and can't be retracted, regardless of situation. Love freely and do so with all your heart. It's the best and worst feeling one can experience in this life. <3

Happy New Year!

a friend had this posted -said it hangs as a plaque above his doorway  ---i want to model 2011 around this:
‎"In This House...We believe in living deeply, Laughing often and loving always. We believe we were brought together to support and care for each other. We believe that everyone's feelings count, And the uniqueness of each of us Strengthens all of us. We believe in the power of forgiveness to heal and the power of love to carry us through. We believe in one another, In this family, In this House..."

Hey, it's ok....

1)To wish they made those never-lose-'em mittens you string through your coat for adults.
2)To dig the pregnancy test out of the trash hours later just to make sure (phew!) It's still negative.
3)To long for the days when gentlemen carried hankies for your cold, sniffly nose.
4)To put your name on your stapler at work. If that makes you Anal girl, well, that's you.
5)To tell your friends you love them--stone-cold sober.
6)To be vaguely offended when the takeout places gives you two sets of utensils for your one-person dinner.
7)To judge people. There, it was said, it's fine. It's how you know what not to do yourself!

Xoxo

Just be

Sometimes, those few words of truth can be liberating. I mean, rarely do people feel comfortable enough to truly be themselves, to call it how it really is--cry if they need to, accept the truth, and not be ashamed of it.

Songs to download

3 days grace -animal I become
Judas priest -you got another thing coming
Jerrod niemann -what do you want
The band perry -if I die young

Lyrics for the day

Sweet like a kiss sharp like a razor blade
I find you when I' m close to the bottom
You cant appreciate the time it takes
To kick a love I always knew was kind of wrong
And as I'm putting out the flame
Somebody brings up you name